10/21/2005
hdfff
noone but me from URL @ 7:37 PM i realise that when you are alone, you notice more things. your senses are more alert, and you are aware of almost everything. which, sometimes makes it all the worst, cos you notice stuff that you don't like, that hurt you, especially when you're all alone, that make you cry.
i've stopped crying. indifference perhaps? i choose to believe that i have become stronger. that such trivial matter dont bother me. -you know, but yet they do.
i dont know. i laugh more with anybody other than them i enjoy the company of anybody other than them freaking twisted people who make use of others' misery to their advanatage. unappreciative bitches.
i had TAF camp today. yeaa! its fun, or rather, anything is fun as long as you take a positive approach to it. i like my group. couch tomatoes! i think we're effective. and i will work on my frizbee playing skills but tml they say, there might be a psl meeting. so sunm and jannah wont be there[maybe?] only left me, jubi and others. *OTHERS. hahaa. im excited for tml!:) hope sunm can come though. not the same w/o her- my buddehh. either ways, im still excited!
-CHEERS!
i seem to be enjoying every moment i spend away frm them